Your Self, your 0.point. From there you get the proverbial shivers
when you touch truth. Intuition is already manifested Female of
the trinity. Discernment is using logic, intuition and the sense
for truth.
Apparently and that?s been lived in daily practice Love rulezz.
Notwithstanding the Enchanted Dark Cabal are having fun using
the same ole tricks as usual. That?s what you get when you cut
yourself loose from Source: no creativity. Who needs it? Seems
to be correct so far! Both sides need to create a win-win here.
I get a little bit frustrated and desperate when I experience
on a almost daily basis that here in Holland people, given the
odd exception, still are numb to, and I can make a rather long
list here, spending power having been cut in half by introduction
of the Euro, Theo van Gogh having been killed by Dark (Joan of
D?arc, mmm?) mind control blaming the Muslim (Pathetic. People
awaken!), our beloved war-hero prins Bernard having offered to
be steward of Holland (and small surroundings no doubt) towards
friend Adolf, Beatrix and a number of politicians are Bilderberg
and have solely corporate interests, the tax service is not what
the phrase implies it to be, society and state are not synonyms
and most recent: the fact that the army is making a few thousand
employees redundant in favour of, yes, young people who can be
put into service in peace operations. Tell me again, who won WOII?
So, being almost desperate in this seemingly ever ongoing drama
creating the Fourth Reich, what source of information can we trust?
The media are mainly being spoon fed by Government, although some
slip of the pen occurs, as an act of rebellion more often it feels
to me. Go guys, keep it comin'!
No paper, no TV, what now? Internet! (Still an outside source.)
All those lovely, emotional body growing personalities wired together,
forming a net of waves forming consciousness, and the occasional
lazy human bugging in from the keyboard.
(Intermezzo: my wife just got home and handed me the mail. I was
amazed to see an envelope of "Dienst Stadsbeheer" (City Management Service), featuring
in the right hand bottom corner a logo off : "Lloyd's register
quality assurance". Screw my head off, I'm nuts.
Back to the Net.
When you're searching on a topic you'll basically find two side
of the same coin: the official sites and the, what I call, "protest
sites", both under close observation. The dark knows about energy
systems, critical mass, etc., etc., every One counts. The AIVD
"helped" me with my internet site at the change of the millennium,
I hope they just watch and take their advantage from it this time.
Both sides are doomed casu quo destined to meet at the zero point,
flip over 900 and see where we find ourselves. We're almost there, so it's
time to shake hands, combine forces and take it from there.
What do I have left for the bewildered citizens of our stealing,
shortage creating and not looking after our interests institutions
who presumptuously call themselves our leaders when they have
come this far?
Channelings! (Big sigh of relief.) The Light, only the Light!
Here are a few side-marks which suggests you solely rely on your
own discernment, intuition and connection to All that Is.
An e-mail titled "Stuff to ponder" I wrote to a German friend
last week:
(Excusé le Germa(i)n, it's authentic, and you better start getting
acquainted with it.)
The words we receive as channelings are mostly sucked by a straw
out of the endless realm of ascended Being in a hunger for guidance
and answers to questions Earth' children pose as they fail to
understand what's going on and need comforting. Quote: "They proceed
like children of very rich parents having no idea of the minute
feelings of the poor they so much would like to make happy." I
feel there's something in this one. Floating in Oneness and eternal
bliss can cause a slight alienation. I believe st. Germain stated
that to be a fact in a channeling and I think he tackled that
by gathering first-hand expertise from us and his many physical
eyes and ears he has running around on the planet. They are not
idiots, but have a tendency to get out of touch with our reality.
That's were full body ascension comes in. Why do you think we're
going through all this trouble? We are in a deep dark cave and
the AM have "gone before" and tied the rope. It is the only way
out of this nerve-wrecking game. Here we go with the Sirians:
"Instead of arresting the press Czars and coming down with the
power and technological know how, after all, we are going to become
just now Galactic Citizens so why not helping practically?" Solidity
predicament: the kid can't walk? Shove him in a wheelchair and
push. That's not a fine way to make sure a few billion souls are
getting out of the dungeon and know how to stay out. They will
fall in the same pit, with the same innocent face, again, and
again. Earth one, Earth two, and One knows how many worlds before,
during and after that. The Sirians are in the same Galactic shit
we're in and are, hopefully, now finally down to Earth enough
to realise we are their way out, also. That's why everybody is
here. "Hey dude, someone's seen the light, we believe it's the
exit! Haleluja!" Quote: "What we are supposed to do and don't
do. Where for heavens sake is the other side of the coin in that
picture?" Kept in the dark (Light) for security reasons I'm sure.
Apparently there's a war going on and we're on a need-to-know
basis. Not very comforting or satisfactory. Possibility of creating
misunderstandings and doubt. Quote: "Es beginnt jetzt eine Periode,
in der ihr mehr denn je absolute Liebe und Disziplin benötigen
werdet." Will someone be so kind to hand me a fresh pack of Duracel's?
And Sananda tells us of a shower of money problems. Either HAARP
is being voiced or we need some serious talk with the boys and
girls upstairs. Quote: "Auf unserer Seite läuft es wie am Schnürchen!
Ja, auch wir machen gelegentlich Fehler, weil alles ein Prozess
ist, weil wir alle zusammen wachsen werden ihr mit uns und wir
mit euch!" Wo ist hier die nötausgang? See what I mean? Battle
fatigue and recovering and trusting something that has become
hardly distinguishable and is the inside-out reality of every
day's screaming education, media, peer pressure, preachers, guru's,
all except for the odd complete raving lunatic one or those inside
asylums is, I believe, highly or at least somewhat underestimated
by those who have that inside-out reality as their daily mirror.
Final quote for the day: "Sie sind großartige Lichtgestalten ebenso
wie ihr, sie sind auserwählt jedoch nicht in Form einer Selektion,
sie haben sich selbst auserwählt ?Versuchskaninchen" zu sein.
Es sind Menschen, die unter euch leben, es sind keine Indigokinder
oder Kristallkinder, es sind Menschen, die keine Titel wollen,
die nicht in eine atlantisch induzierte Schublade gesteckt werden
können." Seems we made Ashtar happy out of free will. If it is
any consolation: I just remembered putting the Nesara wagon closer
to a cross-road with a black car about to ram it sideways, on
Creators table, He playingly put it further to the left. His question
was: "what do you think will happen?" Big mess was not the right
answer, as was a destabilising of the "white" cars path. The car
was a golden Lamborghini with one side factory made and the right
side human. Big V12 twin-turbo (I checked) so no problems there.
The human side was the key factor in keeping this baby on the
road and on course. So I'm almost full-circle with this. There
were no corners in that road, the distance was short, the two
cars were moving fast. Hold fast the light of victory. Salamat
yarin!
Bottom line:
Trust your Self and dare to be a raving lunatic.
Heartily greetings to all dear readers! CU next time!
The coming together of the two sides:
November 18, 2004, from the bridge of the New Jerusalem & the hon. Fenton Gorge
Permutations of the I-Ching and 64 DNA codons, into a 384 base, renders a graph of fractal time,, 64 levels of time, accurate on the atomic level, as analysed by Dr. Sheliak of Los Alamos National Laboritories. Ananda doubled the graph for anti-mater fractal time, in 1995, and then traced it into a 3D extrusion. The result is the shape of the mandelbrot fractal, and the Stupa the Buddha Body of Dharma. It is also the King Peice of the game of Chess which comes from China, just as the King Wen, I Ching sequence comes from ancient China. Time Wave Zero Into another dimension.
The duality game.
(See also: http://phoenix.akasha.de/~aton/HO-OSIRIS.html)